Charlotte's health has been up and down. I'm trying to figure out what she's been reacting to lately- she hasn't been herself (grumpy, not sleeping well, fussy) and she's been having diarrhea a lot. I pulled all her veggies to see what might be the culprit. So she's eating just her broth, venison, turkey, beef, and sweet potato at the moment.
I'm trying to focus more on Parker's health and we're working on getting him to eat more things. He is very stubborn and unwilling to try new foods. We borrowed a mini blender from my mom and for some reason he's happier to eat his soups in puree form. Yum. So I've been able to hide a good amount of meats, lentils, and veggies that way.
I'm 19 weeks along with Baby3! My ultrasound is tomorrow so we're all excited to "go see the baby on TV." My morning sickness seemed to taper off, but it's been back with a vengeance this weekend, so... I'll just take each day as it comes. I'm still eating GAPS foods, with sourdough bread, and sometimes sprouted grains. Hopefully this will help Baby to be as healthy as possible. Good thing ultimately God's in control and not me. Some days all I can manage is some toast and peanut butter!
I went out hunting with my brother every chance I got trying to get Charlotte a deer for our freezer. Despite my diligence, I didn't see a buck. My big belly was making it harder to waddle in the deep snow towards the end and I sat out there freezing a couple days. My friend Lori specifically asked her church for prayers that I'd be able to get a deer. Well...
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| Hunting with my niece Bailey and brothers Tommy and Kevin |
Right before rifle season came to a close, we had to put our van into the garage. So early the next morning we all piled into the car to drive CJ to work. There we were, cruising down 111 on our way to Biddeford going 55 mph. Suddenly a huge buck ran right in front of us. CJ swerved into the other lane (thank God there was no one there, especially since we were at the top of a hill), but we couldn't avoid the collision. None of us were hurt, but the deer was not so fortunate!
While we waited for the warden to arrive, we checked out the car. The hood was smashed, and a headlight, but the bumper was still intact. The car was smoking and smelling a bit, but honestly, we thought maybe we had only injured the deer and that it probably just took off. CJ went out into the woods and ventured up the road a bit. The deer had ran up into a nearby dirt driveway and died right there. It did not suffer long, and we didn't even have to pull it out of the woods! This wasn't just a little deer- this was a 220 pound buck with a 7 point, 24-inch rack!
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| Tommy enviously reaches for the rack! |
The state police came and asked if we wanted it. Um, yes! My brother came with his truck to clean it out for us and take it back to his house to hang. Gary came to bring CJ to work and followed us home to make sure we were alright in the car. Unfortunately we didn't have the insurance on the car to cover the damage since it's an old car and not worth very much. We're not sure how/if we can fix it, so for now we're down to just the van (which also needs major work). So we might have two bum vehicles, but we have meat in our freezer for Charlotte!
Then! Then we got a call that a hunter in our friends' hunting club had some meat to donate. When we opened up the cooler we discovered that almost an entire deer was there! I'm standing there in the kitchen suddenly wondering where we're going to put this meat (since the beef we ordered arrived and was stocked in our freezer), when I hear my phone beeping that I have a text message from CJ. God had that covered, too! "I think I found us another freezer." A woman CJ works with had a big chest freezer she wanted to get rid of, and she even delivered it to us!
I cut the deer up myself with Kevin's help in our kitchen! (Charlotte, when you're old, please never say I never did anything for you!) Hardly any meat was spoiled from the one we hit! We worked about 9 hours butchering and then had to call it a night. What a lot of work! Good thing Kevin brought my niece Bailey who was a huge help taking care of the kids! My brother even graciously offered to finish cutting it up for us, and my niece Kenadee helped. CJ helped us make up the roasts and run the hamburg through my grandparents' meat grinder. Welcome to Charlotte's Meat Market!
I am still shaking my head and laughing at the craziness of it all. Yep, God answered our prayer for meat alright-- except next time maybe we'll be a bit more specific about the method of obtaining said meat!!!
When all the stress of costs, preparing food, cooking, coaxing the kids to eat, watching them like hawks to make sure they don't eat something they shouldn't, and playing detective with their symptoms, gets to me, I have to remember God is good. He is really, really good. He has shown me He's walking this path with us in so many real and tangible ways, how can I doubt his love for us? When our patience wears thin and our energy is low, He holds us up. When we are fearful and worry, He comforts us. When we don't have, He gives. It might not be in the way we expect, but He always comes through. He keeps His promises, and He keeps us in His arms. There is nowhere I'd rather be.
I am humbled He is working through our lives and I pray that our testimony will touch the lives of people around us. It's hard to understand why we struggle with things, why life sometimes seems unfair and you can't catch a break. Why some people suffer and others do not. It's a lonely world, and who truly cares about the cares hidden in our hearts? If anything I say resonates with you let it be this- God is real, and He cares. Someday He will make all things clear to us, but for now, it really doesn't matter why Charlotte's sick. What matters is that He is working in this situation, and to Him be the glory.
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